Don’t you understand that it always hurts? The tornado of a mess that goes of in my head. The hurting sounds of my heart beating at a hundred miles an hour. I know it’s not a race but my body thinks it is. The flight response that kicks the nerves in. The nerves that neverContinue reading “It always hurts”
Category Archives: anxiety
frustration
Frustration is a big thing anxiety can cause. And I hate it. You can get so frustrated at the smallest amount of things. Like on those days where you’ve planned to meet up with friends, you’ve been wanting to go out with them for ages but your mind says no. And you hate yourself forContinue reading “frustration”
“I thought you would of been….”
They said “I thought you would of been happier about that” “I thought that’s what you wanted” “I thought you liked that” “I thought” “I thought” “I thought” Yes. I am happy. Except that happiness is locked in a box and put to the back of my mind. Because other thoughts have taken priority. It’sContinue reading ““I thought you would of been….””