Wrong
- A house is something people rely on
- A house is warm
- A house is strong
- A house is made with love
“A house is a building that functions a home”
Wrong!
A house can be somewhere where you don’t want to leave. Even the thought of leaving sends shivers down you. Your safe in your house, nothing can hurt you. You go to reach for the door handle, you flinch.
You turn around, take your shoes of and make your way back up stairs. Another day you look at the window. It’s a different word out there, not the one your cut out for, you won’t survive it. You get insecure sometimes it’s hard to leave the house. Your anxiety gets to a point when you struggle to leave your house.
A house is something you dread going back to. Agitated through out the day. Watching the clock hoping it to go slower. Anything to keep
you away. Even happy going to school to keep you out the house. Wanting your thoughts to change. Never having friends round. Scared of what will happen when you walk through the door. Terrified for the weekend knowing there’s no where else’s to go. The chuckle spins round and round again knowing that some stage you have to go home.
So I’ll ask you again, is a house just a house?
No, somewhere hidden in the society there are many people suffering from mental health, worrying about coming. Worrying about leaving the house. But you will get through this, maybe not today not next week but some stage you will.
I have anxiety and some days it’s hard to leave the house. ❤️
-Amy x
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