suicide awareness month

Not again – surely?

Held underwater? Not again – surely? You let me briefly up for air? God I know this suffocating will never stop. I don’t remember it. The first time it felt like I was drowning. It felt real but not all the way real. I was laughing, well I use to…. Until I drowned in theContinue reading “Not again – surely?”

I never asked to be a fighter

I never asked to be a fighter. But life had different plans for me. It threw me face down. Real smiles turned to fake And life just laughed and said survive. Each day comes with my mind fighting. Life feels so hard and I can’t understand why. I told myself that everything’s a lot atContinue reading “I never asked to be a fighter”

I ask you to take a few minutes

TW- suicide When the morning sun shone on my face. I cried, I fought, I tried. The demon screaming louder and louder. Consuming all that I felt was left of me. I thought the day had come for me not to fight back. All those dark days that surrounded me, the days that feel likeContinue reading “I ask you to take a few minutes”